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Devon and I were Married May 22, 2009 in the Logan LDS Temple. Few months later we adopted a litte mut of a dog, Sissy. Then two years later we conceived our son Isaac Devon Jensen. He was born October 7, 2011. They are my sunshine!

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Hello Readers!
Well I've done it! I have myself a job, a full time Dental Assisting job! Its had its challenges and its bonuses! Its been a blessing and I'm super greatfull for the optortunity to work in this kind of field. I've been gone a ton and I've been missing Devon like crazy but he's been awesome about it. Every time I come home, he has the house clean and every put away, dinner on the table and a movie waiting just for me. I've been blessed greatly!!!
I also work at a fitness center at nights and I love it! There are some pretty awesome people that come in. I love it when they come in and see me in the front desk and give me huge smiles! It brightens my day so much! Ed (this pro-wrestler looking guy) is aways making sure that my day went well. As huge as this guys is, he is a huge teddy bear. Plus I get to take anger out on working out here. Spending about an hour putting weight away is an amazing workout! Hew!
Life is amazing and I've been happy! Thank you to all my close friends and family for all the prayer on my behalf.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

In a matter in seconds.....

To whom ever read these post I'm sorry I haven't written for a while. Life has had up's and down's these last few months. Today was maybe one of the hard yet. Why you ask, well I'll tell you. There was once a certain person that I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. Someone who I believed who would do anything just to be with me. He took what was precious in my life, something that I should have held so scared but I didn't. He taught me that happiness was something that you had to buy. That the Men were the kings of everything and the women simply just serve their every wish. I eventually learned to cheat, lie, and hide from those I loved because he thought it was right. When I look back, I hate myself and what I became: a cheating whore who was addicted to men. It sickens me! Now just 3 years later, thinking that driving to him home town to drop off a resume to do nothing to me, I was dead wrong. Driving there my heart began to pound loudly in my ears, and my past bursted the damed that held memories that I had spent months almost years to build. Thoughts and feeling that took what seemed forever, spewed everywhere, then I found myself driving to his house. It was like my brain and my body weren't listening to each other! When I saw his car park next to the garage where he always parks it, I could feel my body ceasing....
Why is it that our past our still apart of us? Heavenly Father forgives and forgets so readly that it almost seems impossible that we have such a Loving God. I have spend many night crying wishing that I could forget the past. To never remember nights where I spend places I should not have been and the men that I spent them with. Heavenly Father has forgiven me and so have others that I have hurt, and I have worked hard to do the same thing for myself. Then in a breif moment, everything that I have worked for comes fulling back to me just by one single town. Its something that no one really like, right?
Well I just have to laugh it off and know that thing worked out in the end. Devon and I have been married for a year and almost a half. We have been sealed in the temple for time and all eternity. He know every thing about me, I have kept nothing from him and he will protect me from my past. Knowing that gives me the strenght to fight and not give in. I'll bare my testimony that the atonement is really, Christ loves me and he died so that my sins can be forgiven. Having the knowlegde is something I will never trade nor deny. Bring it on, Past, cause you can't touch this! You might still be there but you are nothing but thang'. HAHA
To anyone who reads this, know that as I write this post, my kick butt Jenkins side has over came me and I'm strong just by doing this. Thanks for letting me vent :) Sending all my love to everyone <3>

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

There is Light in my life, I promise!


Okay everybody, now that I have my blog where I want it and it took me so bloody long to do it, you all better love!! Its kind of exciting that I can finally start writing some of my thought down and have everyone read it. I've already put down my stress of this last week so I want to put some of my exciting points of latley. One I passed my x-ray text with a 89%, second highest in the class. Now I have to study for my midterm! My Dental Assisting class is going to fast! Its only a 10 week course and only once a week so you think is would talk forever, well thats what I thought but it is flying. To continue my thoughts about my class...some of the girls in my class are way awesome! There are other that what don't seem to really want to be there. Its kind of confusing but its their choice. I am the only endowned person and two of us that are members of the church. At first is was weird, they have conversations about how marriage is overated. One gal said that even if she found that perfect guy, she probably won't marry him. My heart broke when she said that! How can a grown women not want to be married to her prince charming? How could she not want to be with him forever? Another gal said she didn't want children? Holy Crap! It just makes me to grateful for my hubby and how he loves me and want to be with me for time and all eternity! Its a great reminder of what I have in this life. Even though I think my life is hard, I could have it harder with out the knowledge of the gospel. My missionary deep down inside of me is starting to come out. I have a goal to start bring my Book of Morman to class and reading it during breaks and lunch. I wonder how I could be a tool is my Heavenly Father's hand while I'm in this class. Hmmm, its so much fun!!

Everyone who reads this, I really am not as miserable as my post have been seeming. Life is so amazing (now that I have my blog the way I want it) and at the moment upbeat. How do you ask? Well by keeping my mind of the blessings that I have now....

"Come What May and Love it!"

Things have been really stressful latley, my sister's wedding, school, having my first miscarrage, and trying to get visiting teaching put together. Grr, thing have just been really difficult but some how or an other I've make it out alive and unscathed. The Lord really work in mysterious ways and gives us the aid that we need. I love how is throws up our trials and then sit back and watches how we handle it. Usually I would melt in a puddle and wait for it to all be over, but this time I said "BRING IT ON!!!". Its like my title, "Come what may and love it". It was given to me in this weeks lesson in Relief Society. Ever since then I've been determinded to make sure that I come up on top. Its a good feeling to know that my Heavenly Father is trying my faith and I feel stronger then ever! With the help of my Husband, friends, and my Heavenly Father!

Monday, May 10, 2010

Just a little tired

So not to worry anyone but I'll just admit, I'm tired! We have been going too fast for too long. Devon and I are ready to just take one weekend and just stay home and rest from our troubles. Being a Relief Society President hasn't been to over whelming but I'm just waiting for things to start kicking in. I'm excited for the new couples to start moving into our ward. It will be fun to make new friends! The one thing that really makes me the saddness that there are women in our ward that are just in a lot of pain and they don't want any one to know. Well I can recpect that but we as sister's need to know so we can help. That is what sister are for and we love to do it. If I'm wrong, then someone just let me know, so that I know not to depend on you.
There are so many women in the ward that have amazing talents! Its amazing, as I start my blogging adventure, seeing the other blogs, it just is awesome! Really WOW! We are some really talent that I wish I had. They should share some :)
Life is crazy but I'm still greatful for all the blessings our Heavenly Father has given Devon and I.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Devon and I have been married have been married for 11 months today!

I have my hubby and I'm so excited to see what the future brings us. The summer will soon be here and we have noting planned but staying home and reading as many books as we and spending as much time together as we can.

Faith and the Will of the Lord

Life has been so amazing and yet crazy all at the same time. Devon and I have been trying to figure out if we'll be moving to Logan sooner or later. I was trying to find a job and to find an apartment that will allow pets. We got up one Saturday morning and drove up to Logan to look at apartment. We found the perfect one and they really like us. It was a little house or cottage with a big back yard that was fenced off. We loved it! But has we prayed about it we felt that is wasn't quite the time. Our Bishop wanted to meet with us really bad that Sunday so we drove down that night. It was a long day and we were really tired. When we finally sat down in the bishop office we weren't expecting that bishop would ask if I would expect a calling as the Relief Society President. I was totally and completely blown out of the water. It was something that I felt was going to happen but I totally ignored the feeling. Well thats was I get for praying for the will of the Lord. I'm excited for the chance to serve the sister and to practice building my faith. I know that the Lord will take care of Devon and me. He always has.