Okay we are now 13 and 2 day into this pregnacy! Its amazing how weird it feels to be pregnant and not have much of any sign that I am! We've seen the baby twice and every time it just amazes me that there is a little 3" person growing in my belly! Lol
So I'm suppose to be working but I've decided to update my blog and try to make it as cute as everyone elses but after hard work and about 2 hours later I've not won this battle. It would be as cute so someone need to show me how this is accomplished!
Okay so updates on everyone, starting with Devon.
Devon has been working on a senior project at school. Its called a Baja, basicly a go-kart that can run on land and water. Its been a source of stress and lost of time with me but in the end (hopfully) it will be worth every cent that we have put into this project. He'll be heading to Alabama this Thursday to be in a competition untill Monday. Last Wednedsay they pulled a all nighter pullling the last parts together. They haven't tested it out fully so a few of the leaders went early to make sure everything is work properly! I'll be so mad if it doesn't work!!! Besides that he is loving school and is excited to head to the U to finish. So we'll be moving once again. Detail still need to be worked out but yeah we're headed to the big town! (I'll be giving birth in the same city I was born.)
Sissy is a gimp, lol she pulled her front Right arm when I rolled over in bed, so therefore she doesn't sleep in our bed. (I never liked her there anyways). We were in Colorado for Conference weekend and Saturday we went for this 6 mile hike. Our family brought all the dog! Sissy was awesome and loved every minute in the sun. It unfortunalty reminded her that she is a little over weight so now she's on diet :)
As for me, I'm fantastic, except for the fact that we're moving in a few weeks and we have little information about where we are going. Its between living in Devon's parent's apartment in American Fork, staying here in Logan, or moving to Salt Lake or near. So I'm a little stressed! I've applied to Seven Peaks Water Park for a summer job so if I get that job we are moving to were I can have this job along with Devons.
It been a fun we weeks!!
Its my goal to keep up with this blog and take more picture!! so pray that I can lol :)

Hello Readers!
Well I've done it! I have myself a job, a full time Dental Assisting job! Its had its challenges and its bonuses! Its been a blessing and I'm super greatfull for the optortunity to work in this kind of field. I've been gone a ton and I've been missing Devon like crazy but he's been awesome about it. Every time I come home, he has the house clean and every put away, dinner on the table and a movie waiting just for me. I've been blessed greatly!!!
I also work at a fitness center at nights and I love it! There are some pretty awesome people that come in. I love it when they come in and see me in the front desk and give me huge smiles! It brightens my day so much! Ed (this pro-wrestler looking guy) is aways making sure that my day went well. As huge as this guys is, he is a huge teddy bear. Plus I get to take anger out on working out here. Spending about an hour putting weight away is an amazing workout! Hew!
Life is amazing and I've been happy! Thank you to all my close friends and family for all the prayer on my behalf.

In a matter in seconds.....

To whom ever read these post I'm sorry I haven't written for a while. Life has had up's and down's these last few months. Today was maybe one of the hard yet. Why you ask, well I'll tell you. There was once a certain person that I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. Someone who I believed who would do anything just to be with me. He took what was precious in my life, something that I should have held so scared but I didn't. He taught me that happiness was something that you had to buy. That the Men were the kings of everything and the women simply just serve their every wish. I eventually learned to cheat, lie, and hide from those I loved because he thought it was right. When I look back, I hate myself and what I became: a cheating whore who was addicted to men. It sickens me! Now just 3 years later, thinking that driving to him home town to drop off a resume to do nothing to me, I was dead wrong. Driving there my heart began to pound loudly in my ears, and my past bursted the damed that held memories that I had spent months almost years to build. Thoughts and feeling that took what seemed forever, spewed everywhere, then I found myself driving to his house. It was like my brain and my body weren't listening to each other! When I saw his car park next to the garage where he always parks it, I could feel my body ceasing....

Why is it that our past our still apart of us? Heavenly Father forgives and forgets so readly that it almost seems impossible that we have such a Loving God. I have spend many night crying wishing that I could forget the past. To never remember nights where I spend places I should not have been and the men that I spent them with. Heavenly Father has forgiven me and so have others that I have hurt, and I have worked hard to do the same thing for myself. Then in a breif moment, everything that I have worked for comes fulling back to me just by one single town. Its something that no one really like, right?

Well I just have to laugh it off and know that thing worked out in the end. Devon and I have been married for a year and almost a half. We have been sealed in the temple for time and all eternity. He know every thing about me, I have kept nothing from him and he will protect me from my past. Knowing that gives me the strenght to fight and not give in. I'll bare my testimony that the atonement is really, Christ loves me and he died so that my sins can be forgiven. Having the knowlegde is something I will never trade nor deny. Bring it on, Past, cause you can't touch this! You might still be there but you are nothing but thang'. HAHA

To anyone who reads this, know that as I write this post, my kick butt Jenkins side has over came me and I'm strong just by doing this. Thanks for letting me vent :) Sending all my love to everyone <3>