Its been over a year since I've posted anything new on my blog and to whoever does read this I'm so sorry.

As you can see Isaac is getting to be a very handsome and fun little boy. He and I have like to have our little adventures: shopping, road trips, and meeting new people. Why just yesterday, we had to take the car into the Nissan dearler ship have it looked at. I love going to the dealership, they have free drinks, popcorn, and TV to keep customers comfortable while they wait. They have cars in there to look at as well. One of them was the new Nissan GR-T or whatever, worth $108,000. It was the only one Isaac was interested in, he would crawl to the tires and put his wet hands all over them. Then he would put patty cake with reflextion in the door. One of the salesman thought is was cute and took several pictures of Isaac with this car. I was pretty cute. This last weekend was a trial of my emotional state. It was my mom's EPIC run from Logan to Jackson Hole. I've attend this event to since she started three years ago. Then my brother-in-law and his future wife came into town to look for a wedding dress. The plan was to stay and help shop for a dress with Vicki. Only thing was the my mother in law didn't want Isaac to come and for him to spend friday with his grandpa and uncle Ryan while they went hiking. For some reason I didn't feel comfortable with this plan and I didn't see why takeing Isaac would be a huge burden. My mother-in-law didn't understand my uncomfortableness. I don't do well with this kind of confrontation well so late thursday night I decided to head to Jackson in the moring. Devon's family was upset and so was I. Then to add on to this story, my sister is pregnant and is vicious! She has been hard to be around because she is so short tempered. I had a feeling that me coming to Jackson would make her mad. My new plan was to help my father at volinteer station outside of soda spring, ID for the EPIC run and to bring Whitney with me. I had been trying to make a plan with her all day but she wasn't responding and time to running out for us to leave Logan to get to dad on time. Well when she finally returned my call she gave me a good hollering about how I was ruinning her plans. Well needless to say I didn't listen for very long before hanging up with her, my emotional state was at an all time low and I had been crying and praying all day. Really all I was trying to do was to do what was best for my son and I. Nothing I seemed to do was right and it felt like I was the world's most unwanted person. Isaac was being such a good baby by going along with my upside down plans. What more could I really do at this point! Dad called and said that he really could use my help and the he needed his leather coat, so I left my sister in Logan and started the two hour drive to soda springs! His shift was from 6pm-2am and he was the only one there at this point. When I arrived, a lightening storm that had been following me the whole way was catching up and quick! It was just a few minutes after I arrived and gave Dad his coat that the rain came down hard the the lightening was ferious! It was a good thing that I had come, Dad would have gotten sick without his coat. All in all it was a good thing that I had a emotional day because I would have sat in the dressing room feeling emtpy without my son (not to mention uncomfortable) and wishing I was in Jackson Hole watching my Mom run such an EPIC thing! And to add also, Isaac had a blast the whole time!! He didn't even nap on Saturday and was still such a fun baby to have with us! Dad seemed greatful that he was there to make everyone smile!

and that's all I have to say about that. . .

Not much of a 4th of July. . .

This is the first time I have ever had to work on the 4 of July. Its kind of depressing that I'm not in Lewiston again, but I know that next year we'll be there and even better we'll have Isaac there with us. Yes we decided to name our son Isaac. This is because I had a dream once that we came home from the hospital with twins boys, Jake and Isaac. Well Devon left Jake in the car and he died therefore lol our first son is Isaac. Also it was the only name Devon didn't make fun of. Anyways next year will be more fun with him around especially when my father is excited to show him all the fire trucks and teach him all about being a fire fighter.
Everything is going well with this pregnancy so far. Isaac is always moving. I've started to read my scriptures out loud and last night when I started he started moving round and we could him moving around, then when I stop, he stopped. Devon loved it :)
Devon found a job working with Highland City mowing random parts of the city. His allergies were so bad when he first started but he finally broke down enough to get a shot that helps with that. There is much improvement and we can finally sleep through the night. He is also getting really tan and starting to get buffer. Then there is me. . .his little, white and prego wife. Not to mention that I've gain all my weight in my legs and butt that I look funny! Boy would if be nice to finally have my body back!
Work is fun, I love my job! I was promoted to Assistant Manager of the Guest Interactions department. Funny thing is that my duties will not change much. I'm very proud of my self, after working many jobs, it nice to know that I'm not really worthless after all! In your face world! The only hard part about it is that people forget to put on their stupid signs so its hard to work them them when they do that!
Just so everyone knows, Seven Peaks SLC bought out Raging Waters back in Feb. When the did this they weren't expecting to get this run down, major health code, dump of a place and have it ready by May. So for those who have come and didn't enjoy it, its cause we aren't fully functional, when we are though, Seven Peaks will be an amazing place to bring your family! So please don't judge by what you see, cause every staff that is there is working their butts off!!! Seriously so STOP screaming at me cause Raging Waters was dangerous and you didn't see that!
Okay I'm done venting and typing.
love ya all

We finally Know!!!

Finally after many weeks of wishing and wanted to know, Devon and I are having baby boy! In the back of my mind I knew that we were having a boy but my heart really wanted a girl. Its okay tho, we are happy that we finally know what we're having and we just continue to pray that its healthy and the rest of the twenty weeks that we have left are good ones. Its been good so far, with working full time and everything. Now we just need to find Devon a job and we'll be all set!

Memorial Day

It been a few week but I finally have the time to sit down and update our blog.
Work at Seven Peaks has been the best job so far that I have ever had. Its been a test to my abilities but its helping to build the knowledge that has been stored in my brain. The day that we opened the weather wasn't the best and nothing was up to parr. The big boss Krista was in a aweful mood due to the procrastination that had happened. It was a mess, yet I had a fun time with some of my employees.
Living with Devon's parents has been a blessing. We wouldn't know what we would have done without their kindness. With working full time and not having time for anything. Kris (Mother in-law) is always willing to have dinner for us. We have always tried to do our part with helping around the house. Devon really just does the yard work. lol I just wish I had more time to do more.
Devon is still looking for work and he is trying not to get frustrated and give up. He had been everywhere and has talk to everyone. We're hoping that something will come up and he'll have something to do this summer.
We also just celebrate our 2 year anniversity. Its crazy to think but its been that long. And to think that we have a baby in 20 weeks! Crazy!!!
Well that is the lastest. Love you all

Wahooo!

Okay so my excitment has not calmed down since yesterday afternoon. I drove to Salt Lake to have a few interviews at Seven Peaks. The first interview was great and I was feeling good about my self. Then I went in for the second interview for Front Desk/offices. The guy I met was really nice and he kept saying that he was picking his supervisors that afternoon and wished that I had applied. Then out of no where he left, after a few minutes I was sitting in his boss's office having an interview. It was kind of confusing cause I wasn't quite sure why I was there. That interview went really great and after Joe said he would e-mail me if I got the job, assuming it was the supervisor position. About an hour later he call and offered me it to me, said I was really quilified and loved my attitude. Okay by this time I could barley talk with out laughing and the smile was plastered to my face. Holy Cow! He said he needs me on Monday! Okay this adds a little stress cause we sold out contract and have to be out of our apartment by this coming Friday! Mean while I'll be staying in our new apartment next week while I work. . . Just a little stress. Well its a good thing I have an awesome Husband, family and friends to help us. Thank you for all your prayers and support!

All Grins and Giggles

Over the Last weekend was probably the hardest few days of my married life. Devon was in Alabama from Thursday morning till Monday morning. I decided to stay with my parents about half hour away and work with my dad. Friday though I pick up Hayley Housekeeper, Ashley Mason and Felicia Christensen for a girls night out in Provo. We had a ton of things planned and we did all but one thing, Pedicures! Friday night was my favorite Felicia (bless her 35 week prego heart) waxed my legs along with Ashley's. Hayley just had her eyebrows done. We also talk about wifely things and watched chick flicks. I haven't had so much fun in a long time.

Sunday we celebrated my little brother's 17th birthday! I can't believe he is that old. Somedays he is still 9 years old. Now he is in High School and playing for the school soccer team, not to mention that he has a sweet girlfriend, good friends, and has his head where it needs to be. I can say that I'm way proud of him.

Monday I decided to surprise Devon and pick him up at the airport. While I was there I ran into my cousin, who last time I talked to him, he was in Iran. It was the weirdest yet sweetest blessing from the Lord. We sat and talked till Devon came. I love it when I do surprise Devon cause his face is priceless. Plus I ran at him which scared him a little but when he recongized me he was excited. After we took my cousin to where he needed to be and we headed home. I'll hold the dirty detail, but we made it home safe and lived happily ever after for the remainder of the day. :)

Well That is the lastest. Now we are getting ready to move to American Fork and I have two interviews at Seven Peaks Water Park in Salt Lake on Thursady! Wish me luck! Love you all!

My Cousin Ocsar from California who served our country for 4 years!

Hayley Housekeeper in our Hotel in Provo

Sorry it sideways but this is Ashley Mason.

And this is Felicia!

Okay we are now 13 and 2 day into this pregnacy! Its amazing how weird it feels to be pregnant and not have much of any sign that I am! We've seen the baby twice and every time it just amazes me that there is a little 3" person growing in my belly! Lol
So I'm suppose to be working but I've decided to update my blog and try to make it as cute as everyone elses but after hard work and about 2 hours later I've not won this battle. It would be as cute so someone need to show me how this is accomplished!
Okay so updates on everyone, starting with Devon.
Devon has been working on a senior project at school. Its called a Baja, basicly a go-kart that can run on land and water. Its been a source of stress and lost of time with me but in the end (hopfully) it will be worth every cent that we have put into this project. He'll be heading to Alabama this Thursday to be in a competition untill Monday. Last Wednedsay they pulled a all nighter pullling the last parts together. They haven't tested it out fully so a few of the leaders went early to make sure everything is work properly! I'll be so mad if it doesn't work!!! Besides that he is loving school and is excited to head to the U to finish. So we'll be moving once again. Detail still need to be worked out but yeah we're headed to the big town! (I'll be giving birth in the same city I was born.)
Sissy is a gimp, lol she pulled her front Right arm when I rolled over in bed, so therefore she doesn't sleep in our bed. (I never liked her there anyways). We were in Colorado for Conference weekend and Saturday we went for this 6 mile hike. Our family brought all the dog! Sissy was awesome and loved every minute in the sun. It unfortunalty reminded her that she is a little over weight so now she's on diet :)
As for me, I'm fantastic, except for the fact that we're moving in a few weeks and we have little information about where we are going. Its between living in Devon's parent's apartment in American Fork, staying here in Logan, or moving to Salt Lake or near. So I'm a little stressed! I've applied to Seven Peaks Water Park for a summer job so if I get that job we are moving to were I can have this job along with Devons.
It been a fun we weeks!!
Its my goal to keep up with this blog and take more picture!! so pray that I can lol :)

Hello Readers!
Well I've done it! I have myself a job, a full time Dental Assisting job! Its had its challenges and its bonuses! Its been a blessing and I'm super greatfull for the optortunity to work in this kind of field. I've been gone a ton and I've been missing Devon like crazy but he's been awesome about it. Every time I come home, he has the house clean and every put away, dinner on the table and a movie waiting just for me. I've been blessed greatly!!!
I also work at a fitness center at nights and I love it! There are some pretty awesome people that come in. I love it when they come in and see me in the front desk and give me huge smiles! It brightens my day so much! Ed (this pro-wrestler looking guy) is aways making sure that my day went well. As huge as this guys is, he is a huge teddy bear. Plus I get to take anger out on working out here. Spending about an hour putting weight away is an amazing workout! Hew!
Life is amazing and I've been happy! Thank you to all my close friends and family for all the prayer on my behalf.

In a matter in seconds.....

To whom ever read these post I'm sorry I haven't written for a while. Life has had up's and down's these last few months. Today was maybe one of the hard yet. Why you ask, well I'll tell you. There was once a certain person that I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. Someone who I believed who would do anything just to be with me. He took what was precious in my life, something that I should have held so scared but I didn't. He taught me that happiness was something that you had to buy. That the Men were the kings of everything and the women simply just serve their every wish. I eventually learned to cheat, lie, and hide from those I loved because he thought it was right. When I look back, I hate myself and what I became: a cheating whore who was addicted to men. It sickens me! Now just 3 years later, thinking that driving to him home town to drop off a resume to do nothing to me, I was dead wrong. Driving there my heart began to pound loudly in my ears, and my past bursted the damed that held memories that I had spent months almost years to build. Thoughts and feeling that took what seemed forever, spewed everywhere, then I found myself driving to his house. It was like my brain and my body weren't listening to each other! When I saw his car park next to the garage where he always parks it, I could feel my body ceasing....

Why is it that our past our still apart of us? Heavenly Father forgives and forgets so readly that it almost seems impossible that we have such a Loving God. I have spend many night crying wishing that I could forget the past. To never remember nights where I spend places I should not have been and the men that I spent them with. Heavenly Father has forgiven me and so have others that I have hurt, and I have worked hard to do the same thing for myself. Then in a breif moment, everything that I have worked for comes fulling back to me just by one single town. Its something that no one really like, right?

Well I just have to laugh it off and know that thing worked out in the end. Devon and I have been married for a year and almost a half. We have been sealed in the temple for time and all eternity. He know every thing about me, I have kept nothing from him and he will protect me from my past. Knowing that gives me the strenght to fight and not give in. I'll bare my testimony that the atonement is really, Christ loves me and he died so that my sins can be forgiven. Having the knowlegde is something I will never trade nor deny. Bring it on, Past, cause you can't touch this! You might still be there but you are nothing but thang'. HAHA

To anyone who reads this, know that as I write this post, my kick butt Jenkins side has over came me and I'm strong just by doing this. Thanks for letting me vent :) Sending all my love to everyone <3>

There is Light in my life, I promise!

Okay everybody, now that I have my blog where I want it and it took me so bloody long to do it, you all better love!! Its kind of exciting that I can finally start writing some of my thought down and have everyone read it. I've already put down my stress of this last week so I want to put some of my exciting points of latley. One I passed my x-ray text with a 89%, second highest in the class. Now I have to study for my midterm! My Dental Assisting class is going to fast! Its only a 10 week course and only once a week so you think is would talk forever, well thats what I thought but it is flying. To continue my thoughts about my class...some of the girls in my class are way awesome! There are other that what don't seem to really want to be there. Its kind of confusing but its their choice. I am the only endowned person and two of us that are members of the church. At first is was weird, they have conversations about how marriage is overated. One gal said that even if she found that perfect guy, she probably won't marry him. My heart broke when she said that! How can a grown women not want to be married to her prince charming? How could she not want to be with him forever? Another gal said she didn't want children? Holy Crap! It just makes me to grateful for my hubby and how he loves me and want to be with me for time and all eternity! Its a great reminder of what I have in this life. Even though I think my life is hard, I could have it harder with out the knowledge of the gospel. My missionary deep down inside of me is starting to come out. I have a goal to start bring my Book of Morman to class and reading it during breaks and lunch. I wonder how I could be a tool is my Heavenly Father's hand while I'm in this class. Hmmm, its so much fun!!

Everyone who reads this, I really am not as miserable as my post have been seeming. Life is so amazing (now that I have my blog the way I want it) and at the moment upbeat. How do you ask? Well by keeping my mind of the blessings that I have now....

"Come What May and Love it!"

Things have been really stressful latley, my sister's wedding, school, having my first miscarrage, and trying to get visiting teaching put together. Grr, thing have just been really difficult but some how or an other I've make it out alive and unscathed. The Lord really work in mysterious ways and gives us the aid that we need. I love how is throws up our trials and then sit back and watches how we handle it. Usually I would melt in a puddle and wait for it to all be over, but this time I said "BRING IT ON!!!". Its like my title, "Come what may and love it". It was given to me in this weeks lesson in Relief Society. Ever since then I've been determinded to make sure that I come up on top. Its a good feeling to know that my Heavenly Father is trying my faith and I feel stronger then ever! With the help of my Husband, friends, and my Heavenly Father!

Just a little tired

So not to worry anyone but I'll just admit, I'm tired! We have been going too fast for too long. Devon and I are ready to just take one weekend and just stay home and rest from our troubles. Being a Relief Society President hasn't been to over whelming but I'm just waiting for things to start kicking in. I'm excited for the new couples to start moving into our ward. It will be fun to make new friends! The one thing that really makes me the saddness that there are women in our ward that are just in a lot of pain and they don't want any one to know. Well I can recpect that but we as sister's need to know so we can help. That is what sister are for and we love to do it. If I'm wrong, then someone just let me know, so that I know not to depend on you.
There are so many women in the ward that have amazing talents! Its amazing, as I start my blogging adventure, seeing the other blogs, it just is awesome! Really WOW! We are some really talent that I wish I had. They should share some :)
Life is crazy but I'm still greatful for all the blessings our Heavenly Father has given Devon and I.

Devon and I have been married have been married for 11 months today!

I have my hubby and I'm so excited to see what the future brings us. The summer will soon be here and we have noting planned but staying home and reading as many books as we and spending as much time together as we can.

Faith and the Will of the Lord

Life has been so amazing and yet crazy all at the same time. Devon and I have been trying to figure out if we'll be moving to Logan sooner or later. I was trying to find a job and to find an apartment that will allow pets. We got up one Saturday morning and drove up to Logan to look at apartment. We found the perfect one and they really like us. It was a little house or cottage with a big back yard that was fenced off. We loved it! But has we prayed about it we felt that is wasn't quite the time. Our Bishop wanted to meet with us really bad that Sunday so we drove down that night. It was a long day and we were really tired. When we finally sat down in the bishop office we weren't expecting that bishop would ask if I would expect a calling as the Relief Society President. I was totally and completely blown out of the water. It was something that I felt was going to happen but I totally ignored the feeling. Well thats was I get for praying for the will of the Lord. I'm excited for the chance to serve the sister and to practice building my faith. I know that the Lord will take care of Devon and me. He always has.